HO HO HO!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
May the love of JesusChrist overwhelm you all. And remember that the real reasson we celebrate Christmas is because in a day like this Jesus ( our savior) was born. So don't forget to give him a gift, and what better gift than to offer your heart for him to live in. For God so loved tha world that he gave his only begotten son; whosoever believeth in shall not perish but have everlasting life. John 3:16
And she gave birth to her first born son and wrapped him in swaddling cloth, and laidhim in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn. Luke 2:7
" what better gift, than your heart?''
Jesus loves you!

STRONG LOVE...

LOVE, is a very deep word. Sometimes people don't realize how much weight this word has, how important it is to use it wisely! How much of an impact it has on people. This time I'll be talking about a different kind of LOVE and how it has changed my life. I refer to the LOVE I feel for my friends! There are 2 kinds of friends the intimate friends and the not so close friends. I consider myself blessed with some great friends. I want to talk about one specific friend I have, who has changed my perspective on what I call friend. His nickname is Spiderman, he is a great influence on me, he cares about me as much as I care about him, he has given me his trust, he worries about me and he isn't afraid to let me know when I am not doing what I am suppose to. I have come to respect him as an individual, trust him, look up to him and care about him. I know this must be a big responsibility for him to know, but I can help the way I have come to feel for him. I consider him much more than just a friend, I consider him to be more like a brother to me! I truly LOVE him, I always try to let him know I do! Everytime he feels sad I feel his pain, when he feels happy, joyfull it overcomes me! I know our bond is truer,stronger and certainly real! I LOVE you boy!

What is done is done!

hello!!!
It's me, sorry I haven't posted I've been very stressed lately, thanks for writting all of you! Anyways I did it, the party I was planning, it was great! Not that much at first but as time went by it started to get good! I want to give thanks to my friends for helping me and coming! Juan's birthday is today I haven't called but I will later on! He is now 18, he says its no big deal, but it is... It means another year of life, many other opportunities, God's grace letting you live healthy, with family and friends! It means another year in wich you will have to make important decisions, show everyone how much you have matured, it is another opportunity to do things right! Good luck with all of that. Oh and Happy Birthday!

Emotions!!!

What are emotions? What makes us react to things? What makes us love, hate,etc? How does one keep emotions healthy? How does one take care for emotions? Is having emotions essencial? Can we live without emotions? What do emotions do? Are emotions part of us or do we make them part of us? Can I choose not to have emotions? Based on the dictionary the word emotion means a strong feeling. I am an emotional person, everyone is or not? Any how I don't plan on talking about emotions rather I am going to talk about mix-emotions. I've been having lots of those lately... I am very happy my ex is staying over at my house this weekend, I hope he has a good time with my family and myself, but I don't want to do anything that will get our hopes up, because well we both know its not going to happen for now. Its hard for me to show him I care about him, and still deny I don't want to be with him. I am a complicated girl! The other thing I am feeling has nothing to do with my ex, in fact it has to do with another guy who I kind of like, he is very sweet towards me, but I don't want to get involved, cause of loyalty to my ex, even though he has told me I can do what ever I please, I just dont see it right! The things is I can't be with my ex and I don't think I should try to get to know that other guy either! So that is what I call mix- emotions! till next time!

Waiting 4 u 2 come back home!

I am still waiting for that day to come; when you come back home and everything goes back to normal. I know it is never going to be as it once was, but I just want to see you, feel your presence, be able to hugg you and feel your warmth. I miss you so much and there is nothing I could ever say that will hide how much I love you. This past weekend I have come to realize that many decision affect our lives, but I am so grateful you have continued to be the same with me. Everyday that goes by I fall harder for you. You are the person I have most loved nothing could ever top that. Even though we aren't together I feel we still are.

What does it mean?

Haven't you ever asked yourselves what things really mean?
I have! Right now something wierd is going on in my life, and all of my friends are trying to fix me up with this guy! Well, they are trying to fix me up with the guy I liked, but the thing is I am not interested in him anymore, just cuz! The whole dilema started when my friend told him I liked him. The next day he was sitting next to me in luch and we talked for a while. The next day I ignored him and he was always "THERE" werever I was there he was also. He even told me something stupid to start a conversation! I just dont wanna get my hopes up to find that he isn't interested! COMPLICATED ! I know!So what does he really mean? Oh well, to hell with it all... I rather wait for my real love to come to me!

Boys, Boys and more Boyz...

Isn't it strange how boys can be absolutely not interested in a girl but as soon as he knows that girl likes his, he changes his attitudes towards that girl?
Isn't it bizarre how guys are after you when you treat them the worst?
Isn't wierd that when you are feeling and looking crappy is whe guys are the most attracted to you?
Isn't odd, that you just want them to want you and they are not into you?
Isn't the boys mind strange, bizarre,wierd and odd?
The unusaul thing is we fall for them when they are acting like fools.
Isn't funny? Don't you just wanna kill them?
Thanks boys for complicating our existance! We wouldn't want you any other way!

Its December.

Its December! Only a few more days till Christmas! This is a season to be jolly , happy and staying positive! Hope is in our hearts! Love more than anything is what almost everyone wishes to have in such a festive holiday. Christmas makes people so giving and tremendously happy, thats why I love Christmas! Don't we all just love December! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! My best wishes to you all!