Today was like a dream come true...
The guy I am totally crazy for came over and we spend the whole day together!
Playing around and just enjoying ourselves together!
If this is a dream I don't want to wake up!
I felt so close to him, I felt his chest against mine, his heart beat...
I felt him actually loving me and wanting me!
It was special, I haven't felt like that in a really long time! The thing was I felt it so real, something that tomorrow is going to slap me in the face and show me the opposite!
Do I have to wake up? I don't want to lose this feeling, I am so happy knowing that he was mine only for a day, maybe it was only in my thoughts... Can't you blame me for wanting to have him, I know he doesn't feel like I do but for only a momment I want to think he does!
You are the sweetest of all dreams! and I can't bear having you taken out of my life like that... that's why I decide to never wake up of this beautiful dream...
2 comments:
its hard but does the dream really have to end?
if he doesn't feel like you do, he's not worth it.
think about it, did he really do it just to pass the time. what does he show or let you know, apart from what u feel for him.
goodluck
Thanks! you always have the right thing 2 say!
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