Where you want me to be...

I am so confused,
so I start to walk.
I took two steps back,
but you pulled me in.
I was starting to get comfortable,
then you push me back out.
I thought I knew what you wanted,
but I guess I was wrong...
I was so happy,
but I guess that shouldn't last.
Can't I be happy,
for more than several months...
I thought with you it might be different,
but I find myself writting this.
I wish I knew how I
got myself into this.

Love you all!! I hope you feel like part of my life when I write...
bye people take care!