HI,
I am super confused! This is a hard decision to make, not that there is anyone asking me to decide anything, but I feel I have to. Anyhow I know that no one sees this blog so I actually feel like I can be honest with myself and think stuff throughly. Well back to the decision I have to make, I love someone, that someone is my ex (Juan), nothing out of the blue, but there is nothing I can do. I wish I could be with him once again but it is obvious we are not going back, not because either of us did something very bad, just because we live many miles away from each other. Even though he might not accept it, he was a great boyfriend! Back to the problem, I am not ready to move on but I know I should 'cause if there is no posible way of us two ever getting back together, the correct thing to do is to stop obsesing over him and try to mantain a normal life without him. That sounds so mean and evil, 'cause I know he loves me to. The decision I should probably take is the most obvious one! But its so hard when you really love a person to let go as if nothing ever happend. I know there are many people ahead and that he isn't the only man on this world. So... what to do when you really love someone! As that famous saying, says " when you love something you should set it free if it comes back it means it was yours but if it doesnt it means it never was". I think that is what I have to do, I know he wont understand me, and that he might get mad and chose never to talk to me, but I know in my heart this is the right way to go! see you on the finish line, I hope...
2 comments:
Hello Miky..thanks for those sweet words..
I think we Leos are a complicated lot, altho we are good in many aspects,sometimes we just want things to be perfect..if you have a good boyfriend dun let him go..good men are hard to find nowadays.
By the way, my boyfriend and I live in different countries and we have been together 4 yrs now..
That's nice, the whole different countries thing. Michelle, what can I say, do what you must, I love you and there's no doubting that, it's your desision, but just think about the things that might happen from here to then, but it's totally up to you, I will always love you cause you were my reason to live, I understand more than you think, so...you know the rest...
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