Friday, February 24, 2006

I'm not bitter...I'm mad as hell!!!

Today was a good day or so I thought, (stupid me) nothing could ruin my day, but I was wrong. How can a simple e-mail damage an entire day of happiness? It is possible,and it did. I got home to check my e-mails and I got only 1 the worst one I have ever gotten, it was from someone I used to care a lot for. I was so shocked by the title, I had to read it, when I started to read it, I began to feel so disgusted and furious, I felt so overwhelmed by anger. Worst than all was that this person that I thought I knew well thinks so bad about me. I am sooo sorry for ever giving this person any reason to think that way about me (if I ever did). I just want to tell that person if he/she ever reads this blog is, too bad you think that I would ever do something bad to you, I promise you I wouldn't , but it's a fact now that I don't want to hear about you, at least not for the moment! Know for a fact that I do forgive you for doubting me, I really do, I don't want to hear about you because it hurts to much to know that a friend so close like you doubts me. I will get over this, sooner or later...
I know that tomorrow I might not feel bad about this problem, but this is going to scar me. I'm not bitter...I'm mad as hell !!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Sorry is the only thing that comes to mind.